HONEY LISTEN TO ME

Honey, you were on the phone talking to me last night, its been a long time and I have been waiting for you.

Honey, I’m sorry I didn’t expect this to happen, that the feeling of being in love with you will be substituted with pain and anguish.

Honey, please help me, I don’t know if I can still hold on to this.

Honey, why did you chose her over me? when all she can give you is stress, pressure and tension.

Honey, I can be quiet all time, but I can’t wait for four years for you to let go of her.

Honey, I love you, but I don’t really know if I still do.

-blue opals

SHE DOESN’T KNOW

I did it because it was too much for her to be insulted, I did it because I love her, she told me to stop because it cause her pain, I didn’t know that things will turn out opposite to what I expected, she doesn’t know I did it for her, she doesn’t know that I wasn’t ready for the consequences for doing so but I took the risk, she doesn’t know how many painful words I heard just to fight for her, and she doesn’t know how painful it is. Now she hates me for doing so, and pain muLtiplied to millions. And still she doesn’t know.

HOW DOES IT FEEL?

Its painful, too painful, so painful that I cannot describe what kind of pain for I only know its painful. It caused me to cry a tank of tears because I don’t know what to do to relieve the pain. I cried out for God to help me, I know He can hear but I think like me He doesn’t know how to heal it this time, maybe later or tomorrow, or next day, or next month, or next year. Its too painful that I cannot stop myself from crying. They said crying is enough to heal the pain but it doesn’t work this time.